(note: most names have been changed)
All good tales must come to an end....
Once again a reminder... If you are reading this for grammatical correctness you are in the wrong place... Enjoy...
I have watched the sun turn a waterfall into a cascade of falling diamonds in the midst of dense green jungle; I have tasted the molten sweet ripeness of a green mango kissed by the golden sun..... I have experienced the heat and dust of an Indian summer for the first time and have been exhilarated by it all.
It is difficult to live in India, to visit India even, and not celebrate its warmth, cultural and natural beauty.
This will be my last entry. As my journey through India draws to an end, I am filled with a great sadness, and yet, I have never felt better. My heart yearns for home and the people I love; yet a part of me will remain here eternally. As UWIHDAs 2004 project comes to a close the 3 of us will leave Hyderabad with a unifying memory of a lifetime that will connect us forever. No one will ever have the exact same experience again... the people, the places, the incidents, the situations, the communities, all will be unique to UWIHDAs first project.
This will be a long one. Hope youre comfortable.
As the heat of Indias summer penetrates every pore of ones body, life withdraws and retreats into the cool recesses of shady verandahs, into air conditioned rooms or under the leafy canopy of the neem tree. Water may become scarce, vegetable prices may soar, and the dehydrating drafts of the loo may drain you... but there is still much, much to take delight in. It is a place for indulging the senses.
Now I have to take you back its been a while.
June 21
There are only so many times one can say wow. But wow!!!! An amazing couple of days
On Sunday, Prasad, one of the students at BLSO, invited us to his village. We were quite keen on getting another perspective on village life (aside from that experienced in Mudhol) and so agreed. He called his family the night before to confirm that we would indeed be coming the next day.
We left around 7am the next morning and took a couple of city buses. This is the cheapest and most vigorating means of travel in India for relatively short distances. The journey was about 2 hrs, but as usual, filled with plenty of offerings for the senses. You name it....sound - the relentless honking of horns; taste - we bought a bunch of bananas at Mehndi Putnum (junction) from a street vendor; smell - diesel fumes from the trucks ahead, jasmine flowers being sold on the road side, public urinals, sandalwood carvings bazaar...; and touch - the continuous jolts brought by the speed bumps every (well, what seemed like every) ½ km.
The visit to Prasads village was very interesting.We felt so welcomed by his family and got a true glimpse into the politics and culture of village life in Southern India.
One of the most striking aspects of the visit for us was the role of the caste system. Although this class system no longer holds all that much importance in the more modernized cities like Delhi and Bombay (Mumbai), it still defines social structure in most rural areas and villages; places where older traditions have been preserved and unchallenged. "Society's" impact has not made its way out here.
Prasads family belongs to the highest caste in this area. This immediately became clear when Prasad paid the driver of the jeep taking us from his home to the nearest bus stop an extra 10Rs so not to have anyone else sit in the back with us (because they were from lower castes). The people we picked up along the way squeezed into the single front seat and some sat on the roof
Prasad explained that he doesnt really care much for the caste system, and that it has virtually no significance in his life in Hyderabad, but when he goes home to visit his village he follows the system, "More for my parents sake", he said
A walk through the village with his father later in the day showed us why it was important for Prasad to preserve the tradition in his eyes. The respect shown to his father was like that of a pupil towards a teacher (at least back in the day). No one called him by name. Villagers passing by referred to him as Saab.
Prasads father greeted us at the door to their simple home upon arrival. Dried mango leaves hung from wires above all the entrances an old superstition (a good omen) with recent scientific support (look this up later!!! Something related to bacteria)
Prasad then introduced us to his mother, cousin, and his fathers right hand man. His mom prepared us an amazing breakfast - the softest chapattis I had ever had, curried eggplant, Mutti, and a killer daal. Every ingredient 100 fresh and direct from their farm (a.k.a. their backyard).
After lunch we got a tour of the farm and all the crops they grow - eggplant, cauliflower, kakri, tomatoes, rice, lentils, mangoes, custard apples, green chilies and more. In total, this agriculturally dependant family owned ~20 acres of land passed down from generation to generation We got up close and personal with his buffalo, saw the oxen, as well as their guard dog that wouldnt stop barking at us.
After returning to his house we ate again. It seems thats all one does in India. I asked where the washroom was and he showed me to a walled off, open-air area outside with a small elevated hole in the ground. Below was a trench; a latrine of sorts. A group of children watched and pointed from the adjacent street as I releived myself...For a second I wondered if I was doing it wrong.
Lunch was delicious, and topped off with a giant papaya and mango grown on the farm. Both were ripened to perfection, the juices dripped from our mouths as we bit into the soft orange fruits - the mango, as usual, was a success, the papaya did not impress Jenna or Dave. It wasn't the sweetest of papayas and it is somewhat of an acquired taste. Served best with freshly squeezed lemon and some black pepper (moms way of serving it).
After saying our goodbyes and heart felt thankyous, we headed back to Hyderabad in time to reach by late afternoon. We decided to visit Golconda Fort considering this was our second last weekend in Hyderabad. This is one of the must sees of the city .
This majestic monument lies on the western outskirts of the city less than 10 minutes from Kismatpur campus (where we were staying). It speaks of a great cultural heritage of 400 years and is regarded as Hyderabads main attraction. Built by Mohammed Quli Qutub Shah in 1525, it stands as the epitome of Nawabi culture and grandeur. It exemplifies the power and lifestyles of the Maharajas of Indias rich history.
"Shepherd's Hill" or "Golla Konda", as it was popularly known in Telugu, has an interesting story behind it. One fine day, on the rocky hill called 'Mangalavaram', a shepherd boy came across an idol. This was conveyed to the Kakatiya king, who was ruling at that time. The king had a mud fort constructed around the holy spot. Over a period of time this lowly construction was expanded by the Qutub Shahi kings into a massive fort of granite, which has been a silent witness to many historic events.
One of the most remarkable features of Golconda is its system of acoustics - a hand clap at a certain point below the dome at the entrance reverberates and can be heard clearly at the 'Bala Hissar', the highest point almost a kilometer away. Other faetures include various palaces, factories, water supply system and the famous 'Rahban' cannon, that was used during the last seize of Golconda by Aurangazeb, to whom the fort ultimately fell.
There is also supposed to be secret underground tunnel leading from the 'Durbar Hall' to one of the palaces at the foot of the hill. The tombs of the Qutub Shahi kings, built with Islamic architecture lie about 1-km north of the outer wall of Golconda. These graceful structures are surrounded by landscaped gardens, and a number of them have beautifully carved stonework. In the evenings there is a Sound and Light show conducted by AP Tourism and narrated by Amitab Bachan (Bollywoods Harrison Ford...Sean Connery....take your pick).
It blows my mind how an architectural marvel like Golconda could have been built without any machines. Built of solid stone, Golconda sits atop a hill that overlooks all of Hyderabad. The fort covers the entire hill, from top to bottom, and includes stables (not just for horses, but for elephants as well). Oh to be a Maharaja and have an elephant instead of an elevator.
We were lucky because there was a festival going on that day and so admission was free; otherwise something like 50 Rs. for Indians, and 200 Rs. For "foreigners"
Upon our arrival, we were swarmed by tour guides who wanted to take us through the fort. Prasad said he knew everything there was to know about the place so we opted for him to be our tour guide. We climbed to the top of the fort about 150m high in awe of what was around us and spent some time admiring the view. On the way down we got a lesson in how small the world really is (one of many similar instances). We bumped into a Canadian couple who had arrived in Delhi on the same plane as we had. They were in India working on a literacy project in rural areas. The couple was retired and they now spend their time traveling the world and doing this kind of work. A perfect example of you're only as old as you feel and a great retirement plan.
We also ran into Anna, another Canadian (first yr. medical student at Dalhoussie) who will be here till August. She was with two Australian optometry students who, like Anna, were also here for observation.
As we were leaving the Fort we got a chance to see the festival in full swing. Drums beating, people dancing, and men painted from head to toe. Hundreds of people were crowded around the exit/entrance to the fort. I saw a great opp for a picture and told the others I was going to go around the corner to see if I could get a closer look. I did so without knowing Jenna had followed me.
What happened next was a lesson in International work, in particular regarding women working overseas. As has been demonstrated in literature regarding working abroad there are extra precautions women must take. Not only health related but also in terms of certain social situations. We will be posting some of this literature on our website shortly under Resources.
As I was positioning myself for a great shot I realized Jenna was behind me. I had it in mind to tell her it wasnt a good idea for us to stand here, but I suppressed it. Big mistake. As we were standing alongside the rambunctious crowd trying to get the perfect picture, the scene quickly changed from what seemed like happy go lucky party at first, to drunken bachelor party. Suddenly the crowd, like a tsunami started moving towards us like a wave. The sudden shift was unexpected and we had no where to go. The dancers got closer and closer, within seconds we were in the eye of the storm so to speak, and I put my camera up for a shot of the painted dancers. I clicked turned to get us out of there, but it was too late.
From the mass of people (you couldnt tell where one body began and another ended) two hands shot out from the homogenous (Im such a science student) entity right onto Jennas chest. Her reaction brought my attention to what had happened obviously a fairly traumatic experience (unfortunately common nonetheless). Jenna was a little shaken up. I began pushing our way out while screaming in Hindi at the area of the crowd from where the hands had come. Others were helping to clear a path off to the side and random people were apologizing for the crude behaviour of a few deprived "gentlemen".... The whole scene was a lot more dramatic than I'm able to describe it here...
We quickly cleared out and caught a bus home, Jenna seemed fairly calm, collected and cool after a short time, while Dave and I were apparently having more of a difficult time with the whole situation.
I kept running the scene over and over again in my head wishing that I had turned around a second earlier and grabbed the guys arm (see in my head Im like Jackie Chan) and Dave just kept repeating, "I should have been there".
Lesson: No matter who you are, but especially if youre a foreign female, be extra vigilant in these types of situations avoid large crowds (mobs is probably a better word to use b/c who are we kidding you cant really avoid crowds in most of the developing world).
We started our rotation in the LV Prasad Eye Hospital on Monday morning. This would be the final phase of our internship with the World Health Organization (WHO)
We got up and discovered that Jenna wasnt feeling too well. The inevitable had arrived. The "Hyderabad Hangover (c)" had struck. I was getting a little worried there, as I would have been de-Indianized if I was the only one of us to have suffered a little Delhi Belly. We got Jenna comfortable, asked her if she wanted us to stay, gave her all the meds she would need for the day (CIPRO, Lomotil, electrolytes, etc.), and collectively decided it would be best for her to rest for the day and sit the first hospital shift out... in retrospect a good plan. She kept the cell phone and we checked on her intermittantly thoughout the day.
Dave and I had some Kellogs Chocos cereal we had purchased two days earlier and mixed it with Amulas powdered milk and Mahanandi mineral water. Mmmm mmmm.
We then went across the street to the International Centre for the Advancement of Rural Eye Care (ICARE) and met with Mr. Jachin Williams, a jolly, plump, mustached man, whom we like to think of as the Indian Santa Clause - always smiling, laughing, and forever friendly. Very well respected in the institute, he would be the one arranging our hospital rotation. He asked us what areas we would be interested in and arranged for our three days in the hospital: Operating theatre (OT), Pediatrics, and various Out-Patient Departments (OPDs).
Dave and I then headed for the hospital in the TATA Sumo for our day in the OT.
This about as close as one can come to a surgery without performing it or being the patient. Today we were essentially residents. In fact, we did the exact same things as the residents, as we were with them for a number of the surgeries. The day was intense - full of drama, excitement, and success.
We arrived at the hospital and reported to the OT. They were expecting us. An Ophthalmic assistant lead us into a changing room were we were to decontaminate, change into scrubs, and wash up.
We were then given a quick tour of the OT (theatres for various types of surgery (oncology, glaucoma, corneal, cataract, etc.). We were then lead into one of the theatres were we met Dr. Santy. He was a specialist in cancers related to the eye and was in the process of removing a benign tumor. He was just finishing up, showed us the patients CT Scan and told us to come back in about 20 minutes as there was a very interesting case coming in next. (Our video will show more of the gory details of all the surgeries).
We returned to operating theatre 5 after some time and spent the next 2 ½ hours observing a carcinoma removal. A cancer had virtually destroyed a good portion of the patients eyelid. The surgery involved removing all of the cancerous tissue and reconstructing the eyelid. After the tissue was removed, labeled, and the steps were explained to the residents and us, the removed tissue was sent to the pathology lab to confirm that all of the cancerous tissue had indeed been removed. It was confirmed and a donor sclera was brought to the theatre. The next step was amazing. Dr. Santy used the donor sclera to reconstruct the eyelid. The tissue, we were informed, was also collagen based and was, therefore, a suitable substitute. He stitched on the sclera, which he had cut to match the removed tissue, and stretched the remaining skin over the sclera, recreating the previously deformed eyelid. Pretty amazing stuff (our oscar worth y video captured the whole thing).
The next surgery we saw was in the Glaucoma theatre. We met with Dr. Mandeep who was quite the character. We entered the OT in time to catch the last half of a Phakotrabeculectomy (a combined surgery to treat glaucoma and cataract).
As the surgery was winding up, the nurse asked him if he wanted to use an antiseptic solution commonly applied at the end of surgeries of this type. Apparently this was a mistake. Dr. Mandeep took offense and went off on her. "Whos the Dr. here. Ive been doing this for years, I know what Im doing. I dont need you reminding me of this step. Ive done the entire surgery." The surgery was over. He left the theatre. Dave and I had a laugh with the nurse. "Kind of sensitive isnt he", I said. Before she could respond, Dr. Mandeep walked in again and continued... "You know I choose not to apply (whatever the solution was called - I think it was just iodine) at the end, and yet you insist on asking every time. you're annoying." The nurse left indifferent to his words. A sign that this was probably not too out of character.
His attention then turned to us, noticing us for the first time. Dave and I laughed nervously as if to agree with him. I introduced us and thanked him for allowing us to observe. We spent the next 45 minutes speaking with Dr. Mandeep who was suddenly the nicest man in the world about glaucoma, his research, my previous glaucoma research experience, etc.
Later that day, when we were telling the students about our day, they began to laugh when we mentioned Dr. Mandeep's name. They explained that Dr. Mandeep was known for his outbursts but that hes a phenomenal ophthalmologist and a leader in his field.
The final surgery of the day was a corneal dermoid removal and corneal transplant The patient was a 1-year-old boy
Dr. N, the surgeon, was very friendly. He was happy to have us there, and explained the procedure throughout. During the surgery, Dr. N asked for a pair of surgical scissors. The nurse handed him a pair and he began to cut...
As I was saying, the day was full of drama...
As he began to make the incision he stopped. He suddenly threw the scissors against the wall and screamed at the nurse (a trend?), but I think it was justified. "How many times have I told you to throw out these pairs!!! Get me another", he said.
The nurse left the room and brought in another set. He took the scissors and began to cut. Again he threw the pair against the wall. This is someones child!!! For Gods sake!!!
The nurse brought in a brand new set and the surgery continued as though nothing had happened. Dave and I stood in the corner feeling like we were on E.R...... Intense Drama
When we got home, Jenna was feeling much better.
June.22
A day that I will never forget.
Today we spent the morning in Pediatrics
One of the cases I followed will stay with me forever...
I was speaking with one of the doctors when Jenna came and told me that I needed to see something. I followed her, walked into one of the consultation rooms and saw what is perhaps one of the worst medical cases I have ever seen in person, on TV, or in a book....purely based on looks....not necessarily complexity.....although this particular case was about as complex as it gets.....
The patient was a 4-year-old boy with retinoblastoma. Retinoblastoma is a rare (more so in North America. Dr. Santy said he sees approximately 1 case a month. A doctor back home would be UNlucky to see 1 case in his/her entire career.), but life-endangering tumor of childhood. In this case the tumor was bilateral which occurs in approximately 30% of cases - these are the heritable cases (which can be caused by inter-familial marriage - a common practice in Andrah Pradesh's rural communities and also related to an interesting social reason keeping farming land within the family).
This case of retinoblastoma was exophytic (it grew outward). Both exophytic and endophytic types gradually fill the eye and extend through the optic nerve to the brain. This was the case here. The cancer had spread to the brain. The prognosis was poor.
The childs eyes, or rather what used to be his eyes, were completely scabbed over. Scar tissue, etc. was protruding outward maybe an inch or so past the tip of his nose. It is an image that will forever be burned into my memory.
The boys father waited too long to bring his son in, having been worried about finances, when a doctor recommended surgery a couple of years back. Now, after finally getting to LVPEI and finding out the surgery would be free it was too late.
The rest of the day went by slowly with not much else going through my mind.
In the afternoon we were given a tour of the eye bank on the 5th floor as well as the microbiology lab.
June. 23rd
We spent the next day in three of the major OPDs: Cornea, Glaucoma, and Low Vision. All were extremely interesting. We shadowed the consultants in each department and had the opportunity to speak with a number of the patients, all of whom were very interested in hearing about why we were there. They had a lot of questions about Canada and each and everyone said, God Bless you before they left the consultation room.
Before heading for the hospital, Youssuf took us to see Charminaar in Old Hyderabad. Another one of the must sees of the city and a historical marvel immortalizing the Nizaam Dynasty.
This was our last day at the hospital and the last day of project work
June 24th
Although it was supposed to be a fairly light day, Thursday was pretty hectic. I began the day by working out finances with Mr. JW and RS.
We went to the Administration Program's convocation ceremony (which was nice since Dave and I werent there for ours). We congratulated Sudeep and Flash and finally met Dr. Rao the visionary behind LVPEI.
During the ceremony Dr. Rao asked us to introduce ourselves. I introduced our team and thanked LVPEI on behalf of UWIHDA for this amazing experience.
We spent the remainder of the afternoon posing for photographs (official and not), and spoke with some of the major contributors from Vision CRC, an Australian based organization.
June 25th
We didnt get to sleep till 4am because of chit-chat with the students, goodbyes, and the Portugal vs. England match. On a side note, Euro 2004 has been amazingly exciting and its a shame football isnt more popular back home.
We woke up at 6am so that we could say our final goodbyes to all the students on the bus going to the hospital.
Youssuf showed up to pick us up at 8:30 in a Sumo. He wasnt supposed to be the driver but he arranged to swap assignments with the driver who was going to take us to the airport
We checked in at the airport with no problems and left for Delhi. My Masi (Aunt) and cousins were there to pick us up and we went home to drop off our bags. We then headed for Janpath in CP and shopped till we dropped. well, Dave and Jenna did.... I still have a month
Jenna and Dave got to see the artistry of India and all the hand-made wonders produced throughout the country....definitely some nice gifts.
Dropped them off at the airport in the evening. It was hard saying goodbye and Ill leave it at that.
Another Month.
From this point on, I was alone. no more 24/7, constant companionship. The nature of the trip changed drastically... now, one more of self-discovery and family.
Randoms...
Sweet Deliverance
The week was scorching. The promised rains hadn't yet arrived (they still haven't, and they are no longer expected to. This was a one time event.) and neither had the relief that was to be brought by the beginning of the monsoons in Delhi. The heat made one pray for rain.
They came without much warning. We were lying on the bed inside my Nanis (grandmothers) house and the tip tap, pitter-patter slowly began. As though Zakhir Hussein himslef was in the next room playing the tabla, the beat began..... The beat of the monsoons
We ran outside onto the verandah.... the air had begun to cool. It was sweet deliverance....
The rain was light at first. We could see little puffs of smoke forming off the power lines across the street as the raindrops hit them every couple of seconds...obviously high quality insulation!!!
It slowly got heavier. The skies filled with the rumble of thunder...louder and louder... closer and closer.
Soon it was a full on downpour. Children were walking home from school, their uniforms, pigtails, and book bags drenched right down to the last fibre of khadi.
5 Boys, apparently drunk from the rain, were screaming, laughing, dancing in the downfall.
The streets quickly filled with water. Delhi's drainage system isn't so good... literally a pool was made of the streets
At the deepest points, sometimes in the middle of the road, children were lying on their stomachs, throwing one another around and splashing each other as random sandals floated around them
As people walk by, water up to their knees, theres a certain satisfaction to be noticed on their faces despite being soaked to the bone
Miniature tsunamis beat the street sides as cars, trucks, buses, rickshaws, and scooters drive by.
With my grandmother I sit on the verandah and look out at the water world that is currently Jungpura.
July 21st
Yesterday we returned from an amazing 3 day getaway to Rajisthan The dessert state of Indiaan extremely culturally rich areaEnter the 15th century.
We stayed at the Neemrana Fort PalaceBuilt in 1464, Neemrana Fort-Palace became the third capital of the descendants of the Chauhans. They had fled Delhi after Prithviraj III was killed my Mahmud Ghori in 1192. Neemranas proud rulers, heady on their ancient lineage, continued to assert themselves, even under British rule. Thus, their lands were clipped and given away to Alwar, Patiala, Nabha and others who entertained them with champagne breakfasts and shikar (hunting). In 1947, Raja Rajinder Singh of Neemrana moved as the façade of his Fort-Palace crumbled and its ramparts began to give way. For forty years he tried to rid himself of his liability but there were no takers. In 1986, the ruins were acquired and their restoration begun. The fort recently won an award for being the foremost example of how we can pick architectural treasures from the national dustbin and turn them around.
By 2003, Neemrana Fort-Palace was finally ready with 45 rooms/suites. An additional wing now houses a health spa, an amphitheatre, the hanging gardens with a lounge, a restaurant, a conference room, and gym and four special suites. What was once a grand ruin, now stands resplendent.
Only the pictures will provide an idea of how gorgeous this place was. It was amazing. We stayed at a palace!!! This would be an amazing place for a wedding. They rent the entire place out for 5 Lakh Rupees for private functions - only in India
All Good Things Must Come To An End
It would take a lifetime to really fathom the depth, the diversity, the distinctive Indianess inherent in every little experience this country offers simply because each experience is so startlingly different, so encompassing, that it challenges your senses and carves for itself a niche in your mind
Mark Twain once said India is the one land that all men desire to see, and having seen once, by even a glimpse, would not give that glimpse for the shows of all the rest of the globe combined
After the soul-enriching experience of this visit. the internship and all of its eye-opening offerings, the magnificent temples, the vastly different landscapes, the mantras being chanted and carried across the golden shimmer of the skies at dusk by the cool water breezes, the people. I am ready to come home.
Thank you for being a part of this journey with me